A Bros Before Hoes ♥

A standard morning smoke at 7.20am.
Such a boring morning subject. Fucking maths? No need pay attention also can get A la ==". Wtf, my english teacher eye brows always got so many different colours la. Haha. Monday yellow, Tuesday pink, Wednesday blue, Thursday green, Friday orange and Saturday Sunday SHAVED? Haha, get a life la my English Teacher. =="

Science time, haha, as usual, ChenHui is racist towards chinese. Teacher give us alot homework just because I'm chinese and she's an Indian. :/ Unfair bitch is yesterdays whore. :X Haha.

Chinese time I saw this ;-

Son ; Mama, I can write better Chinese character than my Chinese Teacher.

Mom ; Don't lie to me son, I don't believe.

Son ; Serious! I can understand his Chinese Character but he don't understand mine. (LOL! WTF)

& This

Son ; MAMA! THIS TIME I CAN WRITE BETTER CHINESE CHARACTER THAN MY TEACHER.

Mama ; Really?

Son ; YES, because my teacher is an Indian ! (: (LOLOL!)

What fuck? Moral 8 essay didn't do at all.... Call parents? Go ahead. I don't really care. I lost my Moral essays and want me pass up by tomorrow? Go Fuck yourself and die. :/

Thanks to all my Bros that look after me all this months that I've been in this school. Love you guys to the max ! We've been thru many shits together. Looking each others back. For this pass few months, i enjoyed to the max with you guys around.

Khalid Takahiro, Danial Azhar, Ashwin Gill, Chen Hui ♥



Hilmi Zahari, Danial Azhar, Chen Hui ♥

The Brothers Of 5
In my heart for eternity.

And what I love the most about this school is, Angeline Yee Kar Wei (: ♥
School is about love, joy and friendship.
With this 3 things,
Your teenage life is complete.

But for The Brothers Of 5,
We need,
Love,
Cigarettes,
Brotherhood.

(:

Signing Out.
Ciaossu Mofos

A relationshit ♥

Gucci or LV?
Can't choose.

Being mean and ignoring your love is plain childish. You only think about yourself, your current condition. He apologize, he wants you back. He maybe in a wrong but, we are humans. Mistakes is a thing that occur in us. Is not like he killed your whole family? I know he can't change so fast completely. Just give him time. And you will also have time and space to think about what lies ahead. Don't just sit over a corner to cry over something pointless and not do anything about it. Get a room to communicate. If someone argues just slam and leave. Don't argue back. Because arguements never end. Both side think that they're right, but in the finale, you all will end up in a silent convo. You're not 14 yr old anymore. You just have to give him a chance to redeem trust on him. By the time, you want him or not, is up to you. No one have the right to decide your decision for you. I don't like my friends " to be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark. " (Simple Plan) Feeling melancholy over something which is not worth it. You're sad because of what? Cheating? This is life. This is life that God himself bestowed upon us. Thou shall appreciate and know what's life is unfair and fair. Cheating is just a minor crap hole.

When I ignore you calls. You feel sad, you kept on saying sorry. You know what? This is how *HE* felt when he talk to you. You felt the pain. Then go apologize to him. Don't make a fuss and make things worst. If I am *HIM*, i'll just say goodbye. Thats all. But *HE* still loves you. To the end. Asking me for help. Asking me for sentence to say. I am so annoyed. :/ In my record and history. I DON'T TALK TO GUYS FOR SO LONG. :/ Mostly is "OI OWEN, COME DOTA ROOM 21". THATS ALL! Okay, chill. And relax. Think hard about it.

Hmmm,

I miss herrrr lahhh )': HAHA
ily,

Signing out, Ciaossu ! (:

A not so melancholy ♥

Not so secret anymore.

TAG YOU DOTA ID IS ; PamelaProZ
MY DOTA ID IS ; AngelineProZ ♥
OWEN DOTA ID IS ; NicoleProZ (HAHAHAH ♥)

OMGGG!

Owen, AHAHHAHAHAH SORRY LA. AHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! OMG HAHAHAHAHHAHA. AHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH :D I AM SO HIGH ~


Okay,
Today, i wake up, clean the cars. Listen to birds singing while my stereo bursting DJ BLEND songs LOL! Then play FOOS BALL at my Apartment with Isaac!! ♥ Then Dota with Owen and TAG YOU. Then I wash my shoes.

I'm so bored. Call me if you're lonely (:
ily. (':


Ciaossu! n|||

A day that I used up all my money ♥

Morning 7.30 wake up, go Kuchai Lama, then clean my apartment. After that I text Kar Wei, then at 1.30pm having lunch with my Dad's employers.

WTF, at 2.30pm is damn Imba, I WENT BUKIT BINTANG, buy clothes, all cost Rm2369 + Rm45 hair cut. LOL OMG, my money from went down from Rm6000 :/ Shit la. I bought many clothes. Formal clothes, T-Shirt, Jeans, Skinny Jeans, Shorts, Polo Shirts, all together 11 sets of clothes including jeans and shorts. :X OMG. When it comes to shopping I'll go crazy. I almost bought this Rm3495 Gucci Bag :X And Rm688 Polo White Shoe OMG LAAA. I WANT EVERYTHING :X But what I want the most is ANGELINE YEE KAR WEI ♥

Tonight is a boring night :/

That's all for today.
Ciao Peeps (:

A happy day ♥

I was fuckin late this morning, :X But I manage to made it in time. I danced. I grooved. I made the stadium boomed ! (: I never actually realise that she actually knows that I love her. :/ Haha, I showed her the drawing dah. Accept or reject, I'm glad that she knows (: At least, it's better than sitting down doing nothing right? I won't fall apart. Reject then try harder. Make an effort ! That's what every teacher says to me all the time :D And believe in yourself, that's what Disney Channel says all the time (: AHHAHAHA! Won't step back, move ahead, try harder, running towards tomorrow. She actually did shout at my name when I ran. LOL. She say she don't wanna cheer for me but she did. Haha. Thanks la Kar Wei (: ily♥

Best was, thanks Danial Azhar and Ashwin Gill for that awesome relay inter-school ! Style gile bhai (: Even tho I didn't win much, but it's a good thing I tried (: And thanks to Khai Teq, Fakhurl, Danny and Haziq for being with me this afternoon. You guys are the smoke to my high (: Friends like this, is everywhere (:

But friends like Angeline Yee Kar Wei, is hard to resist to even call her a friend. Tempted to be with her. I love her, to the max (:

For you Kar Wei ;

Kar Wei is Red, (House)
Chen Hui is Blue, (House)
Together with you,
My wish come true. ♥

I so cwazy about you. And I made this up ;

In a blue ocean there's many fishes but you're a mermaid,
In a dry desert there's many stoned but you're a diamond,
In a dark sky there's many stars but you're the only one shooting. ♥

I am so lucky that I am in Malaysia after I met you.

So, accept or reject,
Let me know,
And no matter what,
Everything is fine (: ♥

iloveyou (:
You may call me Andrew ♥

A making slow move till Valentine's Day ♥

Tug of War we lose )': So unlucky when I face Danial and Ashwin at front man, I have to tahan them like fuck :/ So strong la they all. My muscle stretched and almost tear. Haha, lucky ahh me. Then I got her to teman me for a moment. She looks retarded when she face the wall. LOL But It's kinda cute tho (: I don't know why, when she's with her guy friends, I dare not ask her to teman me, I FELT SHY :O But but, Sonia gave me some hope and advice. Take the risk! It's better than sitting down doing nothing. Make a move. Fear not for rejection, it's normal. And I was fantasizing about it, and I TERSENT MSG TO ANGELINE THIS "It's Okay, make sure in the 14th teman me (:" Then after talking to Sonia, and I realise that, WHAT HAVE I DONE!! LOL OMG. SHE IS MEMANG GONNA TAKE RESPONSIBILITY IF BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME :/

Well, I enjoyed dancing :) Tomorrow is a tough day, I got 100m, 200m, 4x100, maybe 4x400m and !!! Inter School Relay :X HAHA. So many things. Well, enjoy as much as possible cuz this is my last year of school life. Right now, I feel like turning back where my secondary life starts. I

After school, I met Ash friend's. Bboy wey :D They a so CHARANGING! :DD He can do windmill bhai !! :X I envy him. (: Tomorrow, I hope Angeline will cheer me and say my name !! HAHA (: I feel so SEXY ! :)

You dig my nose,
I dance with pose,
Run after dose,
And zip to close.

Angeline Yee Kar Wei ♥

A maybe for a confessing ♥

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A bad day from the start but ending is different ♥

OMGlah, I got caught smokin' with Salma and Pauline. GG.com if they call my dad or expell me, I seriously have to stop smokin'. What a fuckin' bad day. Plus I wasn't in a fuckin' mood at all. Stress up shit building up in me. I got cheer, 100m, 200m, 4x100, 4x400, Tug of War, blue house performance. I am like what? Stress up Superman? :X Bad day.

But, It wasn't really bad until I see Kar Wei ! :D Kinda happy when suddenly she appear in front of my eyes in the canteen (: Mood changes in 1 second LOL. Furthermore, she was looking at me practicing cheer LOL. So so OMG. HAHA (: SO SHY MAN ♥ She's so pretty. Man, she's damn rich. Even my 8 cars can't compare with her cars la. I am like a peasant and she is like a noble? Princess? haha. Omg. I am gonna fall into my fantasy as usual :D Who would have thought, me, THE MALAYSIA'S JUSTIN BIEBER, fell for her completely. I want her to complete my heart. I mean, I never expect much from her, but loving her, is all I just ask for. What it's like to be loved? I already forget that feeling. I am hoping that, when I confess, nothing bad will happen :O Hence, I really have to say this, ANGELINE YEE KAR WEI, I AM SO IN RUFF WITH YOU LOL! HAHA.


If you're Angeline... You may call me Andrew from now on (: ♥

A reality nightmare it seems to be ♥

Last night, 8.15pm,
I went to a dirty lorong, so many gang number everywhere, like 24 and 36. Then, I accidentally saw a gang chopping some fellas with parang. I must say, those fellas that was chopped, confirm died in that night. It was scary. Then, one of them saw me watching them, I didn't really watch, it just happen that I pass by that area. Then, those gang chase me, at first there is 9 people chasing me, then, 2 vans come out of no where with a minimum group of 13. I ran, I hide at the car park underneath a car for 1 hour plus, and the saddest thing was, I RAN OUT OF CREDIT! Then, I use my sos topup and ask people for credit, a lot of people don't have any credit. But luckily, SYAMEEN got credit ! SHE SAVE MY BUTT ! After that, I call my friend, in 10mins, he brought his white Nissan Fairlady to drive me away. I was so lucky! :/ Then me and him go AC to collect some payments that people owe us (: After that, he fetched me back home and I WENT TO BED ! WHAT AN EPIC NIGHT :X

Oh, here's my poem ! :)


Feel my emotion,
Along with my passion,
Loving you is my decision,
You're like Malaysia's only attraction,

Over-whelming with a great obsession,
Holding back all my frustration,
Should I make a confession?
What if this is all just a delusion,

This is my mission,
Towards love direction,
Not to mention,
We look good combination,

This is my option,
My only solution,
Did it went a smooth operation?
NO!!! IT WAS JUST MY IMAGINATION :/


LOL (:

A day without you around ♥

I didn't sleep at all! I don't feel tired. Just waiting for her reply. Nothing much to do. Editing stuffs.

8PM I went to school for helping out the Blue House, on the way I send her a morning msg (: I didn't really help tho for the Blue House banner. I was like the DJ there (: Then after that, Sean, Wan and the cheer gang came then we did quite some practice. After that, Ms.Sharmila belanja us Domino Pizza! (: So nice of her. Then we all went back at 2PM. Then I sms her on the way back, but sadly I ain't got no reply :/

After I reached home, I JUMP INTO THE WATER STRAIGHT ! :DD But now is like 5PM, I still got no reply :/ I'm like, did she find out about the truth about my feelings towards her? Or she knew it all along?

I am stuck,
I have problems,
I don't know whether I should confess to her or not?
What if she reject?
What if she ignore me for the rest of my life?
I don't know what to do,
I really wanna tell her my feelings towards her,
It's just that,
I'm afraid things might go wrong.

I don't want another moment of melancholy,
Enduring sadness.
This is MADNESS! :/

Love at first sight,
Crush?

What am I gonna do?
FUCK IT MAN,
I'm going emo all about this wey :/

A not so much happened ♥

YAHHHH!

As I walk into the world,
The world got me cwazy bout' you ♥


I'm in the Shooting Club ♥
Today I only have 30Mins of lesson, then march pass practice till 10am.
I was looking at her all the time when she was marching (:
Couldn't stop getting her attention.
But in the end I wasn't noticed :/
Haha, expected much but i'm trying my very best for her,
For now, it's not the time to tell her yet,
Too early.

SO DON'T MESS WITH THE BEST, CUZ THE BEST DON'T MESS,
DON'T FOOL WITH THE COOL, CUZ THE COOL DON'T FOOL,

SAY WHAT?
ANGELINE ♥

SAY WHAT?
ANGEEEEEEEEEELINEEEEEEE ♥

HAHAHAHA (: LOL!


After break, everyone went to hall,
For 20mins I was searching for her,
But I can't find her in such a crowd,
When the ECA starts,
I was sitting the form 5 area,
When I look at my left,
She is just right the other side with such a clear view (:

After some ECA shits,
I went to DISCO the hall (:
Then 2pm cheer practice,
What a tiring day !!
Sleepy now,
OFF THE THE BED MOFOs! ♥

A day 2 & about to start ♥

Early 6.30am,
Smsed her (:

DING DONG !


I hope something new happen today (: I'm being desperate for each and every tomorrow after I met her. She meant the world ♥ I won't let anyone in my way (-: Divine solid heart, none shall break it. I am so eager to go to school right now. At first, I don't really like school, but now, she's a whole new different case (: It was the best thing in my live when I met her (:

KTHKSBYE!

A small feeling ♥

The world is full of mystery,
A long disappearance & I think I found your doppelganger.
Could it be this is your next life?
I am glad that I met you,
I've been longing for you,
For your return?
Don't leave me again,
Like that day, I woke up,
You're gone.
Felt this melancholy feelings,
Enduring the pain of my lost one,
& it's unbelievable that,
You're just right before my eyes.


So baby please don't go,
If I wake up tomorrow will you still be here?
I won't know,
If you feel the way I do,
If you leave me gonna find you,
So baby please don't go.


Kays.

I woke up @ 7 and finish up my homework, then I was sms-ing her. After my tuition, i went for a little jacuzzi. Then back home doing my tuition homework and she's doing her homework as well :) Gonna sms her soon ! I love her, but she never notice. Well, if I tell her, she might not like it. So I hope is better this way. She's my crush, and I'm cwazy :D ♥

Tonight will be going to Prakash house FOR THAIPUSAM ! OMG, I bet Nair, Raaj, and Ravi will be there :X They won't let me off when we start drinking! :/ Say my prayers ! Amen ! FML :D