The Stealth In Silent ♥

Just girl that look so fire ♥


Burn me, melt me,
Set a fire on me,
Love you, need you,
I was burned by you.

Dialing nine one one,
Girl this is what you've done,
Calling nine nine nine,
Girl now you are mine.

Chasing by the fire fighter,
All I need is just a lighter,
Splashed me with a water,
Cuz this girl makes me hotter.

Cops coming,
I'm running,
You're burning,
I'm cunning,
You're making,
Me you loving? (;

flawless? haha.
HOI Kar Wei, I love you (:
Owen = Witness and the victim of the scene.

Signing out,
Ciassu Mofos!

The Inverted World Paralleled Between Me&You ♥

I woke up,
Lookin' in the mirror, same and fine, but I don't seems to know what's like with whole bunch of friends but without you noticing that I'm getting your attention only. Whether it is without friends or without your love, is the same as without everything I obtain in the world. I need both. I know I'm greedy. I don't want you to tell me that I'm not aloud to love you or choose you. I have my "Hak lelaki". The rights for being a human. Every humans is equal, but it only depends how you look at them as who they are isn't it?

This might me my last Valentine's Gift.
I love you Kar Wei.

The Gangsta Nation?!?! West Side? LMFAO?


Messing with a thug like me?
Look at me,
Bright future ahead,
Morning I can be a rubbish sweeper with this mask,
Noon I can snatch old ladies hand bag,
Afternoon I can be Police Swat team,
Evening I rob a bank,
Night I can be a burglar.
(:

Signing Out,
Ciaossu Mofos.

The truth I never wanna here it from you ♥

I know how to get down,
I know how to bite,
Bark very little,
But I know how to fight,
I know how to chase a cat up in the tree,
Man, I give y'all niggaz the business for fuckin' wit me
Is you crazy?

DMX ;- Where the Hood at?


When you told me the truth. I already knew. But I just wanna avoid you saying it to me. Texting I still can control my feelings but saying in on the phone is too much for me to handle :( Well, was much of an expectation. If I ever tell you that I give up, that will be a whole loads of bullshit. (: I'm just expecting what you will say. I mean, maybe I never let you know how much I love you. So I'll just wait and keep on loving you. I just can't give up. You are so challenging and I accept your challenge. If I break my words like giving up. I swear and here's the prove, "If I ever give up, for those people who read this post, I'll belanja them what they want, anything they want is under my credit card or atm (: But technical, it wont ever happen. Cuz I am not a giver upper (': Just so you know Kar Wei, Thanks for being TERLALU honest. Haha. Even tho I was sad and all, I realise i shouldn't be, wasting time and something that is not worth emotional over with. C'mon, this is just the beginning. Go Chen Hui Go! :) And I know, I'm the Man that needs you the most. And


I love you Kar Wei.
With no past tense (Loved)


Signing Out
Ciaossu Mofos !

The 14th February draws near ♥

I Love Angeline Yee Kar Wei (:

We just have another week (':

I'm gonna something for you. But I don't seem to have the guts to give you. Still, I must hand it over to you myself. I don't think loving you was either a puppy love nor common love. It's something more :O Something that you cannot see with your naked eye (: Some where deep in the depth of me, no one can understand. Not even me. I don't care if i got reject soon or maybe not yet, but just seeing you smiling it's more than enough that I ever asked. You're amazing, you're pretty just like me (: I can't force but I'll just wait. Guy's risking something for a girl is not stupid. It's part of the Man's Pride (: You can never imagine the intensity of my love towards you can you? Even if i fail, I'll just learn from my mistake and try harder loving you. Despite the ordeal, I still go on and on (:


Will we be together?

Questions like this stuck in my head every time. Was it my fear? Avoiding such a thought I simply impossible. I want you. You. Feeling tension because of this. You're a really wonderful girl. I couldn't resist. If I'm given a choice to either save you or save the world. I would save the world, cuz the world itself is already included you (':


If we got married.

You're Angeline, I'm Andrew (':

Here's our children's name ; -

• Anthony
• Angelica
• Angela
• Antonia
• Annie

This is call, "PLAN AHEAD". I think the future and not look back at the past.

Well,
ily so much (':

Signing Out
Ciaossu Mofos

The Number One Girl In My Heart ♥

She's the only girl in my world ♥

Hah! I am so bored today, so lonely. What can I do? Hmm. So far, all my angpau is Rm3150. Never intend to use. I have everything except Kar Wei (':

There is this once Adam Lambert told me, "Just don't give up, I'm workin' it out". Haha

I would rather sit and talk to you than doing things that I like (:
We should leave the world and run and leave everything behind,
The only both of us we deserve a better world,
Don't look back even the past,
What's more important is future,
Looking at you,
I can't get enough,
I can't get enough,
You're my ecstasy,
From my fantasy,
To my reality

If you're mine,
Well well well,
I would be the luckiest man alive,
Among 6 billions.

Even if we're apart,
No matter where,
No matter how,
No matter the distance,
No matter what we might face,
We are under the same blue sky,
We are walking on the same ground,
We are breathing the same air,
We are living in the same world,
Even if we might not see each other.

We were meant to met each other,
I was destined to fell in love with you,
You were fated to be loved by me (:

If....I had you (':
Kar Wei! ily.

Signing Out
Ciaossu Mofos!

A world that we never know ♥

A world we never know is something that we never see. A world that we call peace, harmony and joy is something that alone itself can never accomplish this. We all was born with pairs. Hands, legs, eye, ear, 2 nose hole, tits, balls but why 1 heart? It kinda foolish when people said this to me "Human has one heart, couples have 2 hearts." But actually, in scientific theory, humans has 1 heart, but 2 beats in every second count.

It's amazing that we never seem possible to get together but for once, I really wanna see that "The world we never know" I've been there once, and It something calm. It's like we love each other and we are in our own world. I wanna feel that feeling one more time. Just one more time. Not with any other girls but you. Your smile makes me smile. It's like, when ever I look at you smiling. I feel inspired, I feel like I just can't stop loving you. If I can't get to be together with you, there's always a word call "Wait and Strategy". Haha.

Yes I know, I think being together with you might be impossible. But I never expect much. At the very least, I'm just trying my best. No man loves you more than I do okay? The best thing about Sapura, about me, about my life, and about this year is always you. I once forgot the madness the craziness in love with someone. But, you make me feel that way again. And, loving you, start till the end, I won't ever say that I regret. Just don't give up and don't turn back. Man pride stays in my heart along with love (:

ily, Kar Wei (:

Signing Out
Ciaossu Mofos!

A love I missed ♥

I miss you girl,
No one among in one million girls but you,
I fell in love with a girl so bad cuz I'm crazily mad for you,
2012 is the end..
There's not much time for being friend..
Ohh baby justtt lendd..
Hold me with your handd..

Your smiles,
Your laugh,
Make the world so bright,

Your heart,
Your love,
Till I felt so right,

Tell me baby have you ever fell in love?
Can you see that you're the only one I love?
Among the girls in the world..
Your the one I see as a girl..
Without you with me,
The world has no female anymore...


HAHA. Omg, what a random song made by me for 5mins HAHA.
Anyway, can't blog much today, really busy.
Tonight Disco @ JK Dance Club.
Atuk Haikal belanja!!
Well..
Angelineee.
I miss you.
If it wasn't for me falling in love with you.
I wound never found this concept of "You're the only girl I see among every girl in this world"
I love you.
You're like the ONLY GIRL IN THIS WORLD.
(:

Signing Out.
Ciaossu Mofos

A certain moment of memories ♥

Well Hello peeps.
I was like this 2 Years ago haha (':
I guess I didn't change much.

Oh BTW, Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese. Hope you peepos are having fun. But It seems time is going so fast.

It's like previous Valentine's Day I receive this ;-

HAHA♥

So anyway, screw people who non-stop playing fireworks last night. I can't sleep well. Omg. Haha. Fireworks for 2hours. Stop disturbing the malays and indians which is sleeping lah! Opps. Forgot to mention, the BROWNS !! -----> Chen Hui (:

This morning, I woke up at 8.30am. Went to KL and pray. It was hot, then me and my fam when and yamche ;-

HAHA. kopi is love. (:

After praying and eating, at 1pm, me and my fam went and watch 2 movies straight. Some Malaysia Movie and Shaolin. Damn boring lahhh. And I really look so hot today (: HAHA.
YOU KNOW WHY I AM SO HANDSOME? BECAUSE I AM ME (:

And, I really miss Angeline (:
I am waiting for Valentine's Day.
Hope my plan works.

Signing Out.
Ciaossu Mofos.

A hot day before tomorrow ♥

Even if the world against me, I will not back down and let myself to be against by the pathetic world. The world I embrace for all these years, tend to betray me. Even best friends can backstab you. I don't trust anyone and even friends. I only trust myself and what I think I should trust. What I felt, what I lost, will still be remain as a memories. In my life, all my true love.. Left me. Maybe is because my attitude? Behavior? Appearance? My first is something that I don't wanna talk about but, one of my ex in SriKL, broke up with me for my best friend. I was really unsatisfied about it. If it's someone else I wouldn't mind. But why him? And I heard, you love me just because I'm famous in SriKL and you just wanna climb up above me to get fame to yourself? And now you're with another guy which was my best friend and climb above him as well? I mean it's okay, I don't care about it anymore. I just wanna tell peeps about my life. What's unfair and fair. Life is 30% Fair and 70% Unfair. There was once I waited for this girl for 1 year plus. But still, nothing happen. I try my best it seems. But this is experience perhaps.

It's a pleasure that I met Kar Wei tho. And when I first met her, "David Archuleta - Crush" came into my mind all of a sudden. Have she ever felt the same way I do? I feel inappropriate with I'm with her. I am not myself at all. I feel gentle, soft, polite towards her. Maybe I am following her pace but then again, maybe It was love. True love? I am not sure of myself. I want go to her class and call her out to talk to but when ever I am there, I find myself walking the same place over and over again with my thoughts empty. This feeling, was forgotten long ago but I got back the same old feeling. The feeling that I love someone else this much that I can't even think about anything. I don't wanna let go of her, never intend to do so. I'm just taking it slowly. I am not desperate but I am abit desperate. If I am not desperate for her.. I highly doubt that I love her. But I LOVE HER (: With friends, brothers, joy and love, I think i'm about to complete my very teenage life if i have her by myside. If she loves me or we are in a relationship. I will ensure that this is what I will let her be

• Freedom with friends either boy or girl
• Love
• She is always right no matter what
• Loyalty from me (:
• Respect both point of view
• I won't argue anything and just admit lost
• If you are lying about something I just pretend not noticing (:
  
• Text you every Good morning and Good night
• Think about her every even number on my watch (:
• And what she desires (:

Iloveyou Kar Wei (:

Signing Out,
Ciaossu Mofos

A hard night ♥

A nightmare which is reality.
A pain that felt so real.
Endured melancholy dark midnight alone.
No guts to say a word.


When the world fall apart,
Let's go to the mart,
You're still in my heart,
When I gave a fart.


I was awake all night yesterday. I stone at the wall till 12.20am then I phone Kar Wei till 1pm like dat la. I was really pissed and sad. But when I talk to Kar Wei.. I just forget everything that happened a moment ago. I mean, not that she make me laugh or something but, she just, clear my mind. Thank you Kar Wei for being there for me when I needed you so badly (':

After on the phone with Kar Wei, I went and watch series till 6am. Then i bath. Then go school. I slept real hard at school. So tired. Even now. Haha. Anyway, Kar Wei, everything is alright now, thanks for advicing me and stuff. Gladly appreciate it. I love you to the max (: ♥

Signing out
Ciaossu. MOFOS!