Even if the world against me, I will not back down and let myself to be against by the pathetic world. The world I embrace for all these years, tend to betray me. Even best friends can backstab you. I don't trust anyone and even friends. I only trust myself and what I think I should trust. What I felt, what I lost, will still be remain as a memories. In my life, all my true love.. Left me. Maybe is because my attitude? Behavior? Appearance? My first is something that I don't wanna talk about but, one of my ex in SriKL, broke up with me for my best friend. I was really unsatisfied about it. If it's someone else I wouldn't mind. But why him? And I heard, you love me just because I'm famous in SriKL and you just wanna climb up above me to get fame to yourself? And now you're with another guy which was my best friend and climb above him as well? I mean it's okay, I don't care about it anymore. I just wanna tell peeps about my life. What's unfair and fair. Life is 30% Fair and 70% Unfair. There was once I waited for this girl for 1 year plus. But still, nothing happen. I try my best it seems. But this is experience perhaps.
It's a pleasure that I met Kar Wei tho. And when I first met her, "David Archuleta - Crush" came into my mind all of a sudden. Have she ever felt the same way I do? I feel inappropriate with I'm with her. I am not myself at all. I feel gentle, soft, polite towards her. Maybe I am following her pace but then again, maybe It was love. True love? I am not sure of myself. I want go to her class and call her out to talk to but when ever I am there, I find myself walking the same place over and over again with my thoughts empty. This feeling, was forgotten long ago but I got back the same old feeling. The feeling that I love someone else this much that I can't even think about anything. I don't wanna let go of her, never intend to do so. I'm just taking it slowly. I am not desperate but I am abit desperate. If I am not desperate for her.. I highly doubt that I love her. But I LOVE HER (: With friends, brothers, joy and love, I think i'm about to complete my very teenage life if i have her by myside. If she loves me or we are in a relationship. I will ensure that this is what I will let her be
Signing Out,
Ciaossu Mofos
It's a pleasure that I met Kar Wei tho. And when I first met her, "David Archuleta - Crush" came into my mind all of a sudden. Have she ever felt the same way I do? I feel inappropriate with I'm with her. I am not myself at all. I feel gentle, soft, polite towards her. Maybe I am following her pace but then again, maybe It was love. True love? I am not sure of myself. I want go to her class and call her out to talk to but when ever I am there, I find myself walking the same place over and over again with my thoughts empty. This feeling, was forgotten long ago but I got back the same old feeling. The feeling that I love someone else this much that I can't even think about anything. I don't wanna let go of her, never intend to do so. I'm just taking it slowly. I am not desperate but I am abit desperate. If I am not desperate for her.. I highly doubt that I love her. But I LOVE HER (: With friends, brothers, joy and love, I think i'm about to complete my very teenage life if i have her by myside. If she loves me or we are in a relationship. I will ensure that this is what I will let her be
- Freedom with friends either boy or girl
- Love
- She is always right no matter what
- Loyalty from me (:
- Respect both point of view
- I won't argue anything and just admit lost
- If you are lying about something I just pretend not noticing (:
- Text you every Good morning and Good night
- Think about her every even number on my watch (:
- And what she desires (:
Signing Out,
Ciaossu Mofos
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